all you can do is your best, at your best you are love

I think my boyfriend has been avoiding me even though we live in the same house. I suggest a walk together, he says he just wants to do his own thing. I ask if he wants to cook together, he says not interested. I suggest a movie, he says he heard it was bad but doesn't recommend another option. Intimacy? Forget it. We have never been in closer proximity, but I've never felt so far apart. The more I try, the more I'm disappointed. It's so sad because I thought things were going so well, but since the quarantine he's made me feel so insignificant. Maybe this has revealed what was underlying all along, that I like him more than he likes me. But I have to delay the convo because I'm now unemployed and have no where else to go.