big blerg energy

my boyfriend went to visit his siblings in a town four hours south - halfway between us and his sibs. they were supposed to be gone a week - and then sf was locked down - so they all decided to stay there until may now. woah. talk about social distancing. here solo now, wondering if we’ll ever see each other again and who is gonna eat all this food we bought before he left. i guess facetime helps - but being held while i read the news would also help. blerg.