dream weaver

So my partner and I (super lucky cuz we live 2 blocks away from each other but don't cohab, which is the literal Dream) had been going thru a dry spell over the winter because I was dealing with some PTSD stuff and super depressed and unsexy-feeling, but then spring hit and I was feeling better and we had sex ONCE and it was AMAZING, but then a day later we both got sick (hoping it's the flu, but of course getting tested is impossible!) and are now staying at our respective homes with body aches. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.