each sigh is another reminder

I'm staying with my parents, my brother, and his girlfriend. It is tense. And each night, brother and girlfriend release their tension by loudly having sex in the shower, as if the water will cover the noises. The bathroom shares a wall with my room, so the water covers no noises. Each sigh is another reminder of how I haven't had human contact with a normal person in ? number of weeks, and even worse, I forgot to bring my vibrator. I really wish my parents kept more alcohol in this house.