having your julia roberts moment

Just two days before everything shut down in my country, he left me. We were seeing each other for a month and it was the best month in my life with a man. He said he needs to think about whether he wants this relationship and he’ll write when this calms down. I feel like everything has come to an end, even the world with corona virus. My anxiety and panic are kicking in. And the worst thing is I took everything on myself because I was impulsive and wanted us to see each other more. I overeat, started smoking again and hate myself more than ever. He’s gone and I’m alone in this. But this will be one of those stories in the end, a story about how one woman was dumped and learned to love herself in the time of corona virus.