healing

Right before social distancing was implemented in my country my husband and I called it quits (his affair with a co-worker, just not IN love with you anymore...tale as old as time). It was hard to not really be able to be with my support system. I was alone for the first time in my life. Then it dawned on me. I can play any song I want on repeat for hours, hell the entire day! I never liked the furniture there, let's just rearrange it! I'm going to work on my business for as long as I feel like it today without worrying about giving him enough attention! It feels shockingly good to be alone and decide my day based solely on my own desires. I never would have thought that this is exactly what I needed to heal.