healing takes time

I'm in a relationship that wasn't going that great. Last week i've been really sick, and my boyfriend's reactions just, as usual, so disappointing and rude and mysogynist. I was thnking to take a break, but when I'll get better (i couldn't breath and it was really stressful so it wasn't the time). Then the quarantine, so i decided to take things cool and say nothing until it's over (cause of course we live together).

Day 4 : just did a huge speech and cry and all about how and why i can't be with him anymore. now he's like not really talking to me. it's gonna be long