i think i've wanted to break it off longer than i'd like to admit

now i regret not doing it before a F*CKING GLOBAL PANDEMIC AND LOCKDOWN


breaking up with my first girlfriend via text in a global pandemic might be a shitty but cool thing to say when im in my mid twenties, very drunk, and playing never have i ever

but right now its just painful





our whole we-dont-know-how-to-work-relationships-but-we-are-working-it-out-together is not as cute and sweet as it was 10 months ago

im just an immunocompromised teenage girl in a locked down pandemic world