is it?
My boyfriend and I are quarantining separately. I have to stay with my family and he’s with his. We rarely speak now. Not once did we FaceTime. Rarely ever hear his voice. Pre quarantine, I felt like I was in love with the man of my dreams. Now, despite still loving him, I am no longer over the moon to be with him. I sometimes wonder maybe its his way of dealing with uncertain things.. space. And I also wonder, if he truly loved me and wanted to he with me, he would keep our contact, call me, FaceTime and assure me we are alright. I am constantly worried and anxious on the state of our relationship. I considered ending this relationship, just so I will no longer live in this anxiety. I am just worried that I’ll regret letting go. Maybe it’s his coping mechanism. But also, maybe not.. I tried being honest and asking about his behavior. He mentioned that there isn’t much to talk about lately. I made sure he knows this is making me anxious and I need constant reassurance. Not much has changed. Is it me? Is it him? Is it a normal effect of distance?