it’s not you. it’s the *pandemic*

im really hurt because i used coronavirus as an excuse to go back home and hang out with this girl i have been dating ion and off for the last couple of years and now im home and she’s too depressed to hang out with me. We have hung out two and a half times, her brother wont let anyone in the house and i am losing hope about seeing her again for the rest of the time i am home. each day just gets worse. i dont know if its me or if shes actually freaking out and sad. i just know that if you care about someone and want to see them, you find a way. I mean we dont live in the same city, i thought she would be excited to see me when i was int own even though we just saw each other in february…