massive comic cockblock

I'm a freshman in college and I had just recently starting falling for this guy who I won't see again maybe possibly ever. Nothing major, we never even exchanged numbers or anything, but there was MAJOR flirting. It's a big deal to me, though, because I've been trying to get over this guy who broke my heart some time ago (we didn't even date I'm just a weenie.) Now I'm stuck back in my hometown with the aforementioned heartbreaker, and I'll probably never see my classroom crush again :( I should also mention I'm 19 and I've never even had my first kiss, so this whole thing feels like one massive cosmic cockblock. I h8 it here.