off the hook(up)

I have been madly in love with my co-worker for the past three years. We hooked up and decided not to pursue it further, however became very emotionally close over the period. Quarantine and work from home came into full effect and I find myself mourning our "fake" relationship while being quarantined as we try not to have out of work contact
However I see it as a blessing as its forcing me to break the emotional connection as well as focus on my marriage and children. My husband and I are definitely getting along better while we try and keep things normal for our young children in quarantine. This maybe the break I so despise needed and may save my marriage.