the only thing he has going

The guy I'm seeing is a musician. All his recording sessions have been cancelled, he doesn't have anything to work on except his own projects - which he had been actively avoiding since way before the quarantine. He doesn't have a lot going on right now, and I'm feeling so much pressure to be his source of entertainment, comfort, distraction... He's also far from his family, and basically told me that I am the only thing he has going right now. But I had been thinking about ending it since before the quarantine. It's not working out, for a variety of reasons, but on top of that, I miss my ex. I miss his energy and how grounded he is. But this is such a shitty time to break up with someone, and I don't want to leave him when he doesn't have access to his support system, a source of distraction, anything.

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