unrequited something

So, I have been dating this guy for a month, freaking out for it being way too “something” for a relationship hater like me, when the virus arrived. I thought “great, never an almost relationship arrived in a better moment, now I can have all the sex I need and a 24/24h romance without overthinking, because everybody anyway is doing it, and nobody would expect me to keep doing my quarantine habits when it will be over”. Turn out my guy is the worst perfect citizen ever and refuses to see me even if we live attached and we are self isolating from everybody else in the world. BUT he took my endless requests (I may have prayed him and said crazy romantic stuff) as a love declaration. GREAT NOW I HAVE A NO SEX QUARANTINE AND A NOT WANTED BOYFRIEND TO DEAL WITH AT ITS END. Not sure of which of the two I am most scared of.