wedding blues

We cancelled our June wedding back in March, when things had started to look pretty bad. Fortunately, we've managed to reschedule to July next year at minimal extra expense. I never considered myself the sort of person who was really 'into' my own wedding, but something about all of this has made me profoundly sad. I can't look at pictures of our venue without getting upset, and it feels ridiculous but I can't help it.