whimsical tricky love

Came home from travelling japan a few days before everything became crazy in Canada. I had the most magical whirlwind romance there. Like movie level shit kept happening eg. while on an evening stroll post onsen, the snow started to fall all big and fluffy. I joked to him that he should put out fox vibes because it would be a dream to see a wild one on my trip and that I would do the same. No joke, a few minutes later a wild fox appeared and walked towards us. He stopped to look at us before darting off into some trees. I can’t even begin to explain how magical this moment was.
Having been in a series abusive relationships in the past, I accidentally found a man that is so sweet and loving and thoughtful...the complete opposite of my past relationships - except he lives in the other side of the world. It was supposed to just be a fun hookup but by the end of the two weeks it became something much bigger and we are both desperate to see each other again soon. But since we have a worldwide PANDEMIC we can’t even begin to plan on when and where we are going to see each other next. Covid-19 sure is making having a whimsical love story tricky.