who knows

My home life was always pretty shitty before I went to college, but that at least gave me some relief and freedom from the incessant, perpetual arguments about completely trivial things. Now, the virus made me come home early and stay here until the next semester starts(a full 5ish months of hell). I really don't know if I'll be able to last the whole time. Additionally, the irony was that I was already massively depressed, unmotivated, and unable to identify who I really was when I was at school anyways. Life's one crazy fucking piece of shit, but maybe one day it'll be worth it.