why do the stars glow above?

I love a married man, to me he is a perfection I never knew existed and I've never felt this loved. We've been hiding it for 3 years. This Monday he had to take his wife and 2 kids to the countryside to wait out the quarantine and he would've spent the following month with me! - the luxury we never had. The night before she had found out. Now they are divorcing. All of our friends hate us. He ended the relationship with me. The end of the world, and all I can do is to stay home alone.