all you must hold onto is you, is you, is you

During this pandemic I'm home alone with my three cats. Cant visit my parents or friends but spent 3 days last week w my boyfriend bc he’s also been secluded n it was safe.
Looked forward to this weeks stay with him as I'm going stir crazy, only to wake up to a long long text breaking up with me. He Says due to the virus he’s lost his job and and is worried about the Bill's and cant focus on a romantic relationship, wtf. His next sentence said he was disturbed about our different religious beliefs and cant seem to let our differences go, and after that he said I'm the girl of his dreams but at 53 he needs to step back from me n figure out what he wants In life and right now a girlfriend isn’t it but last week I was the most beautiful, witty, fun, caring sweet girl he’s ever known.
So which damn excuse is it! I'm very confused and extremely sad. If I ever felt alone during this corona thing, at least I had his company and now I have just me and my cats too.
What they say is true. The only thing you can depend on is the love of an animal and yourself. Damn corona, I'm blaming it all on you.