get it out

I’ve been with my boyfriend for three years. We’ve lived together for two. His laziness, excessive drinking, unhealthy eating habits, GAMING, selfishness, bad-at-cooking-ness, and inability to do chores is shining ever so brightly in this moment. Major anxiety about feeling like I’ve already wasted three years with a man I want to end it with. Trying to meditate through it and re-access my life immediately after this virus ends. Feels good to get that out!