going on 30

he wakes me up with coffee in the morning, always kisses my forehead, and sitting here in the smell of his greasy baseball cap I wear. my husbands been working 7 am to 11 pm at the hospitals as he works to move staff to prepare for every bed filling up. i had just returned from a 2 week trip away and thinking how it was so great to have some time to myself alone, to now being too much time... so I take a walk and cute babies keep walking by waving their baby hands out their strollers as I walk about. And I just melt like most basic white girl ever wishing I didn’t have to keep 6 ft from this frickin’ adorable baby. Guys, these are serious times... while half of us are probably going to get divorced.. the other half’s probably gonna end up pregnant.