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My boyfriend and I just said "I love you" 2 weeks ago, and then COVID hit. He's a doctor working in hospitals where there are coronavirus patients. Basically, I don't know when I'll see him again. I'm wavering between "I will see him again soon it will be ok" and "It could be months I'm going to lose it." I'm so sad but also so happy but also so scared for him. There's little to no guidance for partners of doctors, I'm trying not to feel like this is the beginning of something awful. I already miss him so much but know he's doing important work. Please everyone, take the measures seriously so the people who love doctors can see them again.