married in misery

It’s been a long six years, and our three year marriage has never been easy - blended family, surprise baby that brought us together; rife with emotional abuse, stonewalling ... the list goes on. Two months ago my husband attempted suicide ... so needless to say, reckoning with that experience and trying to move to a future together seems almost impossible - and this was before COVID-19. Now, quarantined together, I realize just how loveless our marriage is. I’m exhausted and just don’t see how we are going to survive any of this without making each other completely miserable. We may survive the Corona virus, but I don’t think our marriage will. We both deserve to find love and mutual respect if we can’t find it here.