this quarantine is actually a good thing in the long run
1. my friend from new york is supposed to be visiting his gf in la in a few weeks. unfortunately, his gf lives on a college campus and they’re prohibited from letting ppl stay bc of the virus! i’m the only other person he knows in la and he asked to stay w me! and i said yes. obv. even though i live in a tiny ass studio! w ONE bed! and i mildly like the guy (but not really bc he has a gf and i’ve grown to hate his personality). but god. if nothing changes and everything goes as planned, he’ll be staying w me for a MONTH. who knows what’ll happen when we’re cooped up together for a MONTH.
if his gf isn’t kicked off of campus and sent back to canada and/or if ppl are banned from flying internationally and/or if coronavirus gets cured and everyone lifts their restrictions....... then he won’t be staying with me. but he won’t be arriving til the beginning of april so who knows what’ll happen til then.
2. my friend who’s just a friend who i think is hot and used to like more than a friend but not anymore bc i see him purely as a friend lives, like, a five minute drive away from me. we both love the show MONK and he owns all the dvds and invited me over to binge w him during the quarantine. i know nothing will happen bc i’m not his type and i don’t like him like that anymore but man, i really cannot wait to spend this much time w a hot dude in his house bc of this quarantine. and the fact that we’ll be hanging out purely to enjoy each other’s company and not for any ulterior motives (even though i wouldn’t mind). idk! it’s just nice having someone genuinely want to spend time w me and not find my annoying, anxious ass despicable! :,) especially when it’s a hot man! it makes everything better.
3. not relationship drama but i really hate my friend right now and accidentally ghosted her. i don’t even know why i hate her, i think i’m just a superficial, narcissistic pain in the ass who gets easily annoyed when ppl don’t pay close attention to detail when it comes to my life or to what i’m saying. or when ppl barely pay attention to my problems and bring their’s to my attention, as if i care when mine are obv more pressing! i know! i’m the worst! but during this quarantine i realized that even though a lot of ppl claim to love me, not many ppl are actually there for me. but she was. so hopefully the isolation helps me start communicating w her again bc lord knows i am stubborn as fuck and will draw this out for as long as possible bc i hate admitting i’m wrong and apologizing.
i think that this quarantine is actually a good thing in the long run. everyone’s starting to care for each other, hypotheticals are becoming real and we’re starting to see what our society could be like if capitalism wasn’t ruining our lives, and i’m going to be socializing more than ever despite this being a time of physical isolation! incredible.