tuesday, tuesday, so good to me

My boyfriend and I have been together for almost one year. Two days ago, we were standing out in the rain saying goodnight and he told me “the rest of the world may be falling apart, but I have you, and that’s more than enough.” I was so grateful that being cooped up together was making us stronger.

Today he called me first thing this morning and said he can’t see me. He needs time to work on himself and asked me not to text or call or communicate at all with him until at least Tuesday.

So now the world is falling apart, and so are we. I don’t know what to do. I lost the one good thing I had in the midst of this virus.