wedding woes

It’s almost been a year since my fiancé proposed to me. We started planning our wedding immediately after he proposed. We found a venue and booked our date. We found a photographer that took gorgeous pictures. We scheduled tastings with caters and eventually picked one. Soon, coronavirus started to hit the U.S. hard and most of the country went into lockdown. Never the less, we continued forward with our wedding planning. Since our wedding is in the Spring of 2021, we felt like coronavirus would all be over by then. We did agree that if things were still bad by our next big payment to our vendors, we would reassess the situation. Unfortunately nothing has gotten better. Coronavirus is still here and doesn’t look like it’s going away any time soon. My fiancé and I are in the situation we never thought we would be in. We decided to call off our wedding and down size to a small ceremony and reception with only our parents, siblings, and a few close friends. I have such mixed feelings right now. I’m upset because this is all not fair. On the other hand, I can’t live with the stress and anxiety of trying to go through with a “normal” wedding all while a global pandemic is going on! I do feel some relief, both emotionally and financially, that were down sizing. I hope that we’re making the right decision?