love after lockdown

I was dating this guy for a few months when we were out of the first lockdown. We had great fun trying to enjoy moments of normal life for a while: having long and great chats, exploring coffee shops, going to movies and walking around on sunny days. When we entered the second lockdown, the problem between us started surfacing and we just stopped talking to each other. Now we came out of lockdown again, and whatever I do trying to restore my life back to normal reminds me of him. Maybe life is just ever-changing and I can never find the normalcy that I'm constantly looking for. But that's exactly the good thing about life, isn't it?